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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Jun 9, 2009 21:13:32 GMT -5
Kaze looked away from her as he listened snarling lightly he didn't want to hear it but he was being forced to so she knew what it was like to have an other half. he didn't want to belive it becuse doing so would mean he Heartless prick who had done nothing but ridiculed Rynn.
"So what...so what if she has another half" he growled jumping to his feet his eyes flashing with inner anger. "I don't give a damn...I am not mad at her! Keran is the one who I have problems with" he looked like he would strike out at her.
"All that woman does is manipulate my life ever since I was young..." he growled at the higher level jumper.
"Does Rynn this I hate her?" he said suddenly as he looked somewhat off balance.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Jun 9, 2009 21:31:44 GMT -5
Tevy remained calm at Kaze's behavior- she'd expected this. Lorien got the lucky one, Rynn- she was easy. She waited until he was done to speak again. "I understand why you would feel that way about Keran- she hasn't been fair to you..." Tevy said, her odd effevescent eyes meeting his.
"And no, Rynn doesn't think you hate her. She actually cares about you deeply. That's another thing- when she cares, she means it, Rynn doesn't pretend. But that's not the point I was getting at. Rynn wants you to enjoy her company, she wants to be around you- she really does. Rynn trusts you- she knows you don't believe yourself strong enough- but the girl doesn't care. Rynn can handle it." Tevy smiled softly "That's what it is with her, Rynn has true resilience. She can take anything. It makes her a good match for you. Rynn is honestly willing to be with you through it all, she's that loyal to you Kaze."
"And she believes you don't much care for her either way- though certain things make her rethink that. The fact you saved her and were willing to risk your life a second time. I know that you did that because you want to be the hero. But I think you care about her-though you may know it yet. You held her when she saved you, it made her so happy to have that embrace returned. She's willing Kaze... Rynn is willing to love you if only you let her...." Tevy said gently, meeting his eyes.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Jun 18, 2009 15:58:38 GMT -5
Kaze had always hated being lectured he hated it more then he hated his father and uncle for what they did his hands clasped in tight fists as he glared at the woman.
"I don't care" he finally said though he really did care he wouldn't let this person know it because she worked for keran she was one of keran's pawns she may not know it but she was being controlled by the beautiful siren of a woman. suddenly his jet black portal appered before him and he stepped through it slowly closed on him. when he stepped through he was in the library the beautiful man walked to the back of it and hid himself in a corner. he had to think and could do that with someone lecturing him.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Jun 18, 2009 16:10:05 GMT -5
Tevy sighed to herself, but as he left a small smirk formed on her lips. He would think about it, though he pretended not to. She created her colorful portal and soon disappeared into it.
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Rynn sighed to herself as she continued to wander the grounds, Lorien's words still ringing through her mind. She knew she needed to be more understanding, and Rynn found herself already thinking of a better way to treat him. She soon was standing outside of the large doors of the library, looking up at them. Perhaps she could get some quiet in there before she decided to return to Kaze. She'd already read his story, and all that was left was to treat him properly and forget about his weakness to jumpers like Death.
Rynn sighed softly to herself, pushing the doors open and wandering in, her steps gentle as she brushed a curl from her face, her forest eyes looking up at the shelves as she wandered towards the quiet part of the library.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Jun 18, 2009 16:19:01 GMT -5
Kaze sat there his feet on the table infront of him he had pulled a book off the shelves a moment again and read it only he was not really reading it his mind was lost in it's own thought processes as he read the opening line over and over. he sighed lightly putting the book down and letting himself fall forward with a soft thud on the table. sometimes he wished he had just lived a normal life like everyone else then maybe he wouldn't be so fucked up in the head but there was nothing he could do about that now.
"Guiding one Give me strength..." he muttered into the table as he sat there thinking about his home his world. there things made seance even if it seemed random to an outsider. "This place is like wonderland" he grummbled remembering an old book his mother had read to him as a child. instantly he felt himself sink deeper into his mind. his mother had been the only person who had treated him like he was normal. she would often read him books before bedtime he remember sweetly her gentle voice speaking the words. despite her spaztic nature his mother could also be soft and gentile.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Jun 18, 2009 16:32:17 GMT -5
Soon Rynn had reached the back of the library, where she saw a figure slumped over the table. A figure she knew well. He looked upset, and immediately Rynn felt her heart hurt for him. Silently and walked up and sat on the couch beside, him, resting her hand on his shoulders softly, her emerald eyes gazing at his saddened figure collapsed onto the table. Rynn rubbed his back softly, saying nothing for words felt too demanding. She just sat there beside him, stroking his back. Rynn knew he'd likely throw her off him, but Rynn could read that he was unhappy and she wanted him to know that she was there.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Jun 18, 2009 16:42:47 GMT -5
Kaze made no movement as he felt the hand rest on his shoulder nor did he attempt to throw it off of him. this was a comforting hand just like his mothers had been when ever he would be threatened by his father. she never really knew why he would cry at night because he knew she loved his father no matter what happened to him.
"She's like you somewhat...your more level headed..." his voice was crackling with emotion as he sat there his head on the table Rynn next to him. he knew it was her he could just feel it. "...when he would try to kill me she could come in just in time to save me...but, she never knew what he was doing all she would see was him standing there and me crying on the bed. then when I got older...I decided I wouldn't cry anymore because it made her upset...It made her feel like she was doing something wrong" he spoke calmly strangely his voice had change it had become cold emotionless.
"He wanted to kill me so badly I could see it in his eyes but he wouldn't strike me if she was around because he loved her as much as she loved him...I understand him why he wanted to do it but...I still hate him" his voice slowly shifted to anger as his fist by his side slowly clenched into fists.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Jun 18, 2009 16:50:30 GMT -5
Rynn listened to him silently, her hand making its way to his long silver hair, her fingers running through the soft strands. She rested her head on his shoulder, in a way holding him to her in a side hug. "You have every right to hate him..." Rynn spoke her whisper gentle in his ear. "No matter who you look like or are the reincarnation off... you are still not that person and therefore not deserving of what he did. I'm sorry you dealt with that, and I wish I knew better how to help you....but I don't..." she said, her voice still gentle, a soft even tone that showed how much she cared in the sound.
Rynn was a bit surprised he was letting her comfort him, but it meant a lot to her, and she continued to run her fingers through his hair, trying to help him and comfort him anyway she could.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Jun 18, 2009 16:58:35 GMT -5
Kaze sighed lightly and slowly looked to his side his eyes were almost dead looking as he looked up at her as if they had no life left in them.
"...I have no rights..." he said lightly. "becuse of what he did I have no rights to life, but I am to stubborn to give it up I like living even if it means one day I will become him...and when that day comes I will still only want to live" he spoke in a cold voice almost as devoid of emotion as his eyes. he had always believed he had no right to live he was Sephiroth he was the man who had murdered millions for what? fun...personal gain? No he had done it simply because he had thought himself better. slowly he lifted his head from the desk and set his eyes to there normal state as he sighed.
"...Sorry..." he grummbled standing up.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Jun 18, 2009 17:09:45 GMT -5
Rynn removed her hand from him as soon as he looked at her. It seemed the moment had passed. Regardless of what Lorien had said, Kaze still frustrated her. Rynn didn't want to have patience with him, for the amount of patience Kaze required was likely far more than any being could possibly possess. Rynn would have to manage however, for she likely didn't have another choice. Lorien had told her about him, but it seemed he still found her hard to understand. She looked up at him as he stood, saying nothing for a while.
"It's fine." Rynn said, looking at him. She stood up as well, meeting his eyes, hers showing that she understood what he had said. She just wished she could help him better. Rynn didn't know what else to say, words of comfort did little even if they were appreciated, but she wanted to try. "So my friend... what shall we spend our free day doing.." Rynn asked, deciding to simply change the subject.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Jun 18, 2009 17:28:33 GMT -5
Kaze nodded thankfull for the change of subject he had always felt uncomfortable speaking of his past this was why when that had first come back he had given her the book. he had hoped that would of been enough for her to understand him but it seemed that even his book was not enough for one to truly understand someone like him. he sighed lightly thinking of her question.
"...How about...lunch?" he asked lightly running a hand through his long bangs his hair still down from when she had told him she thought he looked better. Kaze had always hated his hair even now but, she was more comfortable with him like this so he figured he could endure it for a little while at least.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Jun 18, 2009 17:41:19 GMT -5
Rynn smiled at him. "Lunch sounds good." she had noticed his hair down, it made her happy. He looked less like Golgoth that way and he looked GOOD with it, it was flattering to his face. "But why don't we grab lunch from the jumper cafeteria and then eat it somewhere else. I don't like all the noise in there." she continued to smile at him, knowing her was glad for the change of subject.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Jun 18, 2009 17:45:07 GMT -5
Kaze nodded lightly slowly becoming his old self again his eyes were brighter then they had been a moment before.
"That sounds fine" he said in his calm voice as he started towards the door his hair streaming out behind him as he walked softly. somehow even though he didn't want to care he cared about what this girl thought about him that was something that had never happened before. Kaze had always been the type that ignored people unless they were going on about him looking like sephiroth other wise he stayed out of others business.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Jun 18, 2009 17:48:38 GMT -5
"I love the hair by the way..." Rynn said softly, walking next to him. She wanted to take his hand in hers but was unsure whether or not he would accept it. Her hand subconciously moved near his, brushing it lightly. Rynn pretended not to notice and continued walking. She enjoyed his company, she really did. It was just hard sometimes to deal wtih someone so down on themselves.
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