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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 18:01:36 GMT -5
Lifeless. Listless. Lost. Lonely. Love... so many words beginning with one letter, stemming from the same four letter word- love. Love had caused all of this, and love was her demise. Love had ruined him, ruined her, ruined the very balance of nature it seemed. Such a beautiful word... such horrifying consequences. Lifeless, listless, lost, and lonely. That was her world now, a world devoid of all color and warmth. How had he been the very foundation that she had based her entired existence upon? Why had she let that happen?
A stunningly beautiful redhead sat on the edge of a lake during the fringes of twilight. She stared out into the perfectly serene water, her seductive eyes glazed over, face blank. Blank, her heart was blank as well. Death.... it used to be a man to her, a person, a physical being... that had taken away her love. He had gone, leaving her with nothing but small threads that used to make up the fabric of an existence. Pieces of her.
Rynn was too utterly desolate to show outward signs of feeling. Seven months. You would think after seven months these thoughts would have been thought and thrown out. But no, they just kept repeating, over and over in the turmoil of her mind-yet she was numb to. How was that possible?
Rynn simply screamed. A grief stricken scream, lost and alone. Loud and hearwrenching, yet she was too far from the city for it to be heard. After that, Rynn silently let her body fall as she laid on her side, her soft lustrous hair spread about her. She stared, simply stared. Lifeless, listless, lost, and alone.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 18:13:24 GMT -5
the black surface of the lake was only rippled by a few fish that swam beneath its surface. her car sat only a few feet away the car stareo slowly playing music unheard and unknown. the center of the lake held the fimiluar face of the large citidel like cathedral that was darkstar shrine. suddenly the music cut out moments of silence played defeingly quiet. so quiet and everything else seemed to be quiet as darkness settled on the world around the cat demon.
Then slowly a voice spoke over her radio the voice sounded teary eyed if a voice could sound as such. the darkness around her and the car seemed to swollow up the words that where barely auidable behind the radio.
"I repet breaking news it has come to this stations attention that an era has ended...the rock star know by all his fans as the voice of black hearts, shenta Shinazaka, has died in his penthouse in Darkstar city...police are sure that his death was a murder but as of now they are not releaseing anything to the press" the man on the radio choked through tears "This is a sad sad day for rock...and as trubute to this slane musican we will be playing his songs the rest of the night starting with his first hit little demon girl..." as the man stopped talking slowly music started to play the haunting voice of shenta came over the raido.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 20:45:09 GMT -5
Rynn leapt up as soon as the music played. "DAMN YOU DEATH!" she yelled furiously as she leapt to the car and landed in the front seat, turning the radio immediately off as she pressed the accelerator all the way down. Tears finally fell down her cheeks, blurring her vision. Rynn realized that the car wasn't moving. She snapped her head to the gears and noticed that it was in park. Rynn sighed as she listened to the hum of the expensive engine, praying it would calm her.
Rynn gripped the gear shift tightly and pushed the button, but hesitated before she put it into drive. She immediately dropped her hand from the shift and held onto the wheel as if for dear life. Slowly, she used the control on the steering wheel to turn the radio back on and sat there as night fell listening to the songs. Once the marathon ended, rynn thought to herself through tears, she would drive and drive and drive- all the way to France if she had to. Just to escape. Rynn would leave this city and put it all behind her. Just press the accelerator and go.....
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 20:52:25 GMT -5
A silver haired form looked out over the lake from the shrine his long slender frame was barely clothed in a light robe. the robe was white like snow and even in the night light it could be seen from the other shore it looked over at the car that belonged to rynn the figure sighed softly and turned walking amoung the darkened statues like a ghost.
'I brought you back...we brought you back' a female voice eccoed in the shandows head. 'you can not see her shen!' he felt a pang of sadness at those words. they where a memory in his head he had been brought back to life a demi-god never truely died.
"r-ryn..." he wispered as he ran a hand over one of the statues amoung them he looked nearly like one of them a gostly shadow in the darkness and the moonlight.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 21:03:10 GMT -5
Rynn collapsed onto her steering wheel, leaning on it as she cried her life away. Why? Why her? Why couldn't she just love a human? Or someone who WASN'T Death in the literal sense "Oh Shen..." she mourned, her voice the saddest sound on earth. Her eyes, even brighter from the tears, stared at the statues. Maybe she could find a little solace against the pristine cold marble of the statues.
The engine of the luxury sports car cut off, the soft purr dying down under the rays of the moon. A soft jingle rang as the keys were removed from the ingnition. A quiet beep as the car was locked by the button being pressed by shaking fingers. Rynn's tears had fallen from hard sobs to quiet whimpers, but pain was still evident.
In a moment, the beautiful forlorn woman was crossing the stones of the lake, making light hops from each to the other. Her feet moved without her mind, for Rynn's mind was lost in memory. Too soon, it seemed- but everything was too soon- she was to the statues.
Rynn caught sight of one- one that looked just like Shen. "What is this...?" she whispered in her dissipated voice. Rynn sobbed once more as the tears came back full force and her quiet sobbing was heard. She fell against a statue just in front of and to the side of the Shen one. Rynn cried harder than ever before, yet they felt the least effective... she felt the cool hard marble against her cheek and slid down to the ground, falling to her knees as she leaning on the statue, looking much like a body herself. "To France...." she whispered nearly inaudibly, a silent false toast to a world that shouldn't exist.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 21:08:08 GMT -5
Shen saw her aproch but couldent get him feet to flee she was not suppose to know of his being brought back to life she stopped infront of him then leaned onto another statue as she turned her back on his he pulled back and soon found himself in the shrine his short robe flapping in the brezze as he took a look over his sholder. she was beauitufull even when she cried. he was light on his feet as he slipped past the heavy door of he cathedral.
"I am sorry rynn" he wispered takeing one last look at her.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 21:18:43 GMT -5
Her ears caught something- a soft rustle, a soft movement. Rynn turned to look behind her, wondering what the noise had been. To her surprise, the Shen like statue was gone. Had her anguish fooled her into thinking she could see him again...? Rynn shook her head. No. That wasn't possible, seeing a dead man wasn't possible. Why had she let her mind believe that? Rynn remembered something just then.
She bolted back to her car and opened the back door, looking on the floor quickly. There it was. The leather jacket. Rynn took it and went back over to the statues. Last time Shen had been in that car, they had returned from a concert and he had unthinkingly left his jacket in there. Rynn was thankful for that. She put it on and wrapped herself in it tightly, breathing in his scent as she sank at the same statue once more.
As she looked towards the building, her eyes caught the beauty of the moons glow. Slowly, she stood and walked towards the cathedral, perhaps to just think about architecture or something shallow. The girl soon crossed the threshold and stopped, looking down. A threshold her and Shen would have crossed on their wedding day had he had long enough to make it to the wedding. A wedding she knew now would forever remain suspended in her mind.
It was too dark to see anyone else, and Rynn figured she was alone in the hall as she stood between the cool outside and even cooler inside. "I was supposed to marry you here..." she said, looking towards the sky as if Shen was just up there, just beyond the ceiling. "Why couldn't I?" she said gently, continuing to watch the ceiling as the happy blissful wedding unfolded before her.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 21:26:35 GMT -5
The silver haired shen sat at one of the benches when he watched her enter. the Demi-god watched his love in silence.
'your tempting fate shen...' he could almost hear discord scold him for his recklessness. the Demi-gods even breathing seemed to heavy for him. he could almost hear it thundering in his ears or maybe that was his heart beating at the site of the one woman whom had held his love. he stood up his robe shuffling its light linen fabrick made littel sound other then a soft fluttering.
"I was suppose to marry you! why couldent I!" he heard his love shout to the sky he then softly hummed out a toon he knew so well.
"give it all away just to have some one to come home to..." he sung softly then quickly he hid himself he wanted to make himself know but he couldent. his eyes sadly watched rynn as she walked in the cathedral.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 21:36:49 GMT -5
Rynn turned around in all directions sharply. That voice... was there a radio in here? She felt along the nearest wall quickly, her eyes adjusting to the darkness-though in this blackness it made little difference. Nothing short of infrared could make this stuff out. "Wh...Who turned the radio on?" the voice had been unmistakable. It was Shen. The only explanation was someone turned a radio on.... but who, and what radio? Her car was on the other side of the lake- and off, so it wasn't that.
Rynn's face suddenly contorted in anger. She made her way up to the main altar and front. Her body seethed in fury, red flecks momentarily striking her eyes and then dissipating. Rynn snapped her head up and met eyes with a giant God on stained glass before her. "Is this some cruel JOKE!? Are you having FUN!? Do you enjoy doing this to your people... testing them... seeing if they turn to you in times like these. I would, I used to... but I can't! You've taken too much from me, and now I'll never die, so I can't even say this to your face and KNOW you heard me!"
"Why, God, huh? What did I do to deserve this!?" the beautiful woman, when viewed from the front, oddly enough was standing in such a way that the wings of a stained glass fallen angel framed her perfectly and looked like her own wings. She didn't know that, however. "WHY!?!? Where is he!? What did you do with him? How come you've picked on him this way, why does he deserve this!? If you have a vendetta against me then thats fine, but leave SHEN OUT OF IT! If he wanted to live and be happy then DAMMIT WHY DID YOU FUCKING KILL HIM!?!?"
Rynn's breathing was heavy and exasperated as she melted into tears, leaning on the altar itself for support. "I will be with you, even unto the end of the world, Matthew 28:20... where is that promise, Lord? Shen would have kept it and you know that...." her voice melted in silence, completely unaware that her love was just around the corner...
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 21:45:20 GMT -5
Shen listened to Rynn and wanted to stepp out of his hidden darkness.his red eyes could make out her gentail from infront of the beautifull window. he looked at it there was nothing god could do the beaing had always faultered on everything. he sighed then walked towards her from where he stood a soft sound of his feet on the cold stone floor was all that could be hear.
he looked at her from only a foot infront of her he looked at her with his bright red eyes they where softly glowing in the littel light that streemed through the window behind rynn
"P-Please rynn" he choked softly. he wanted to talk to her so badly would they stop him if he did would discord interfeer. no! he wouldent let them No she was all he wanted nothing more nothing less a life with out rynn was worse the death.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 21:50:33 GMT -5
Rynn looked up, frozen in place. Silently, she ran at Shen and held onto him tightly. "I love you..." was all she could say at that moment. His return surprised her of course, but her happiness and relief filled her too much to question it. For a long time, Rynn held onto him in silence, feeling the warmth of his body, the mass of his form. He was real, he was there. "I love you..." she said, softer.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 21:54:33 GMT -5
"Rynn..." shen said looking down at the cat demon he did not move to put his hands around her he only looked down at her. why couldent he just be happy with this, maybe it was becuse he knew he shouldent do this People when dead where suppose to stay dead. but then she knew what he was dident she shouldent that matter? he sighed and pulled from rynn.
"Rynn...i love you to but...I dont know if i can stay around you...i have been on strick orders not to let those who know me know i am still alive....or have been brought back to life rather" he looked into her eyes. sadly.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 21:58:02 GMT -5
"What... I... why? Why do that care if I know... do they just WANT you to live lonely and miserable... its senseless." Rynn turned away from him and picked up a dusty bible. "Fuck. All. Of. This." she said softly, her anger to strong to allow her to speak any louder. Rynn turned to the large stained glass she had previously been yelling at. "This is for everything you've allowed to happen..." she growled softly as she threw the bible at the window's center, her aim dead center and her strength surprising. Rynn watched with a demented smirk as the window shattered to pieces, giving her several cuts on her arms and the sides of her legs. "Screw. That." she said as she just let them bleed.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 22:03:00 GMT -5
"Rynn! please!" shen said as he watched her shatter the stainglass window. he grabbed her around the waist and pulled her down to the ground sheilding most of the glass from her his red eyes stareing into her. "quit this!" he hissed at her pinning her arms glowering into her eyes.
"This is standered for any death and reviving...." he said looking at her "I am not suppose to be talking to you rynn! dont you see this hurts me as much as you!" he growled at her his eyes for once showing anger.
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 24, 2007 22:08:36 GMT -5
Rynn bared her teeth slightly at him as she met his eyes. "I wasn't angry at you! This situation just.... isn't fair. Who cares what procedure is anyway. Why do they even have one, huh?" She thrust him off of her, using her strength against him for the first time. Rynn wiped the one cut on her face, licking the blood slightly. She turned back to him. "It doesn't matter about the window anyway, this place is abandoned and this faith fake..." her fingers tightened on the altar rail, her claws actually marring the wood. "We will make this work." she said simply, her gaze never once wavering from him.
"I know its not procedure, but if we can't make this happen, well then my life really isn't worth all that much." she growled, her eyes still flaring. Rynn turned away for a moment, looking at the fallen angel window and then looking back. "I should just kill myself and give my body and mind to Death- he'd like that and no one would argue with him... it'd be easier for everyone... you'd still get to be near me in a way and they won't be able to stop me...no one disrespects Death. My life means nothing now, I have nothing more if I don't have you... so then... make this goodbye a good one, because I might just not return for another- at least not before I become property of your Death..." Rynn was acting odd, but her heart was too sore to think straight.
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Post by Keran Jaxsom on Sept 24, 2007 22:15:05 GMT -5
"RYNN!" she growled as he got up and grabbed her around the waist again "Stop this....please stop...this" suddenly the man who had yet to cry during this whole thing started to cry softly tears falling down his cheek the mention of death and her death effected the demi-god more then he at first let on he looked at her with his red eyes
"R-rynn you are mine...and i cannot let you hurt yourself" he said as the tears poured down his cheeks
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Post by kommandokitty92591 on Sept 25, 2007 16:10:18 GMT -5
Rynn watched him softly, collapsing onto his chest. "I just... I'm not going to allow this to be the last goodbye... if you are unable to fight for our right to be together" she looked up at him, stern but loving. "I'm going to force them to allow it- even if it involves surrendering myself to Death... are you willing to fight?" she said gently, knowing it sounded harsh but also knowing that it was the only way to get along.
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